May 18
Staring at the dead, silent lawn outside the window
Which was once blooming dandelions
Now they disappeared.. Flown by the wind, like parachutes
The picture has changed,
All the faces are gone.
So has your name.
And now im alone,
Wondering what has gone wrong
Was it love not enough?
Shirts are soaked with tears
How could you be so selfish
Do you know how much damage you caused?
Tell me why
No dont tell me why
Cause i think i dont know you anymore
But here i am, holding the broken frame close to my chest
Hoping that someday you will turn around and bring back all the smiles
May 18
Do i make you proud?
May 18 Reblogged
“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night
with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves
them now and that nobody will ever love them,…”“Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? you don’t want to smile, and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don’t know exactly what is wrong either. there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who wont take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.” - Lora M. Heacock
It hurts to smile… I feel like I’m going to burst into tears. There’s just some days like this when it all seems to be wrong and nothing feels right.
May 18 Reblogged
May 18
Old autumn
In the misty morn
Stand shadowless like silence, listening
To silence..
May 16
Mar 02
“Dan bertawakkal lah kepada Allah, Yang Mahaperkasa, Maha Penyayang
Yang melihat engkau ketika engkau berdiri (utk solat)
Dan melihat perubahan gerak badanmu diantara orang orang yang sujud
Sungguh, Dia Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui”
-Asy Syu’ara’: 217-220
Dec 04
Dan orang yang sabar kerana mengharapkan keredhaan Tuhannya, melaksanakan solat, dan meginfakkan sebahagian rezki yang Kami berikan kepada mereka, secara sembunyi atau terang terangan serta menolak kejahatan dengan kebaikan , orang itu lah yang mendapat tempat kesudahan yang baik.. (13: 22)
Nov 27
A friend shared this:
when you feel super extremely sad
you feel like in a bottomless pit..so deep..and there’s no one there for you..
all alone
then you make effort to make doa to Allah
you sujud to Him..
that moment..is when Allah listen to you the most..
Allah melihat dan mendengar dengan penuh kecintaan to us
sweet brabis :’)
Nov 23
portrait of beauty.. October days
forever in my heart
Nov 23
Jangan hilangkan keberkatan, sebelum sampai waktunya.
Oct 10
To myself – the greatest dare
let me be real as earth.
Through the cinder heaps
and broken cities of the world
let me sweep, through black smoke,
eyes streaming, striding
like a bear. Let me hold on
to Book and pen, knife and drum,
true love as gun and guide.
Let me bow down on the roadside,
true to the Lord of the Dawn.
Let me rise, head up,
bloody and torn
but voicing truth
to the livid eyes of death,
and spreading peace
where only hate was found.
Dress me in taqwa.
Feed me dust and bone
and find me where sea meets stone
at the Western edge
when, finally, every secret is dredged,
and the world is used and done.
~wael abdelgawad
